To all you judgmental FUCKS.

FUCK YOU.


Is everyone so FUCKING simple-minded these days?
"Oh, that's different. I have to hate on it now."
"Hahaha, 'ring ding dong'? More like 'DING DONG.'"

FUCK YOU ALL.

And you all wonder why I CAN'T STAND anyone!

You don't have a right to judge anyone but yourselves.



I'm SO CLOSE to deleting EVERYTHING and smashing this computer through a wall.

Well that VERY MUCH SUCKED.

I couldn't get on my blog because it was under "Adult content"
considering I swear sometimes in my blog.

BUT now that today is muh birthday...
I can finally update again lol. WOO.
But what in the world to update?

I'll figure something out later :3

Because I'm a vindictive little bitch.

Corey: You don't believe me.
Me: Of course not.
Corey: Why?
Me: Why should I?
Corey: Because I swore on Hitler's grave that's like the biggest thing I can swear on
Me: Mmmmmmmhm, well Hitler can go to hell. Are you getting upset that I don't believe your or something?
Corey: Yeah kinda
Me: Why?
Corey: Because we were getting so close and now you just don't believe me.
Me: Right. Well I'm sorry to disappoint you.
Corey: Well okay, I'm gonna go then. Bye.


DAMN.
Never got a chance to tell him that I DON'T like him.
NEVER have.
NEVER will.

I want RYAN FREAKING CHAUSSEE.


That is all.
:)

IRRITATION.

PLEASE
SPEAK
WITH
PROPER
GRAMMAR.
YOU
ARE
NOT
A
LITTLE
CHILD
ANYMORE.
OH
MY
FUCKING
GOD.






"i driving boyfriends car and i never would that sad to do"
WTF.



ARGHHHH.
You annoy the fuck out of me.


How hard is it to type: "I am driving my boyfriend's car and I would never do that. That's [too] sad to do." !?

YES RECOVERED.

SO, for about the past however long I've been inactive,
I have been unable to get into my blog. Or YouTube. SUCKED.


BUTTTTTT !!!!
I'm back. :)

Finally.
Because I have some things to RANT TO YOU.
But I'll do that tomorrow :3
It's late x3


*~Chinchin~*

Will it ever end?

I honestly think the fact that Corey "likes" me is insanely getting under Nick's skin.
He commented my friend Arthina the other day, telling her how "I flirt with his cousin."
Errrrrrr.
WRONG.

Oh no, I don't flirt with him.
Oh so darling Corey likes to flirt with me.
Oh so darling Corey likes me.

Me?
No, I don't think I really like Corey.
But basically anything that stands on two legs and has something dangling between them I can't stand.
No offense to those nice ones out there.
But they all piss me off.

Especially Nick.
Because Corey told him almost a month ago about him liking me.
And he's not over it.
P.
A.
T.
H.
E.
T.
I.
C.




Chin-chin. (:

So the world is supposed to end or something?

I dun believe it.

Someone said that it can't, he has to work tonight.


I giggled. c:

Maybe if your boyfriend didn't piss everyone off...

You wouldn't be so hated.
B. I. T. C. H.

I need to grow up?
I need to unblock your fucking boyfriend?
Maybe you need to check yourself first.

I
DON'T
FUCKING
THINK
SO.

THERE IS NO ONE I HATE MORE THAN THAT LITTLE THUNDERCUNT YOU CALL YOUR LOVER.
...yes, i called your boyfriend a female...
AND I CERTAINLY DON'T NEED TO TAKE DIRECTIONS FROM SOME WHINY LITTLE BITCH LIKE YOU.


OH. I'm so pissed right now.
Can't you tell? ;)


FFS.















ON the other hand.
I got to go to ValleyFair :)
I'll upload some piccys in a bit.
You won't see me in any of them.
I'm a tad bit shy (:
But you'll see my lovely physics group.
I'm saving them to the computer now.

<3

Sometimes I really....

want to punch you,
but then I realize
that you have to look
in the mirror
every day
and that's
punishment enough.

Hiding from the world sounds so good right now.

Can I just crawl down in a hole and sleep?
My stomach is twisting, but I know it was the right thing.
I.. just... know.. it...


I just feel so sick, and I know I'm hurting him.
But it's not fair what he's doing to me.

He can't be with the both of us.
It doesn't work that way.
I won't be number two.
I don't want to be in a relationship of three.

He needs to be with her.
That's what I told him.
He shouldn't even think of being with me.
It's not fair to her.


I can get through this.
It'll be a little painful, but it's what I have to do.
Like taking cough syrup.
You certainly don't want to, but you know you'll feel better if you do.

*Sigh*





~Chinchin~

Mohr rantz :D

Apparently....
I'm going out with Austin.
o.O'
SINCE WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN!?
He gave me a random hug today, and it sparked rumors.
Good god, what is this school coming to?


I found out that Lexi, [long story, you'll understand when I type up the "Ginger" story] and some other girls, actually respect me.
I sort of feel special. :)
Mainly because I thought Lexi absolutely hated me,
and the fact that I don't talk to any of them.
But they respect that I am myself.
Neat-o. :)


No update on Corey.





Prom set-up is going sort of well.
I like to believe we got pretty far.
I mean, we got one wall set up, we got walkway done for the Grand March,
we have a huge back-drop almost done.
We have a bunch of the background done for pictures. Or almost done.
I'll take pictures of it when it's all done. :)
Onto another day tomorrow~


Let's seee.....
Oh! I got to rant with Tony for once :D
I told him secrets.
About Ginger.
Oh yes.
And how I have certain proof of things if Dana or Ginger piss me off in the slightest.
Tony laughed, saying it'll be a double whammy if they both try and attack me. :3
Heheheh c:

So, soon I'll hopefully get Ginger's story typed up.
I'll end add direct quotes from him. :)
Muahahahaha..

---->Making the world an enemy to mine one day, one person at a time. ;)<----




Chinchin~ :)

Merrrrrrhh.

Strange noises are fun :)


Well, no update on Mr. Corey.
I just txted him saying if he wants me to txt him Saturday night while I'm stuck at prom, he's to let me know.


Also, I told Dana I need to know whether I'm taking her and Ginger's pictures at prom or not, otherwise I have to find my other memory card.
She said that I could use Ginger's, and I was like "Uhh. No. I'm not using his camera." and she's like "Well, it's actually his dad's."
"I don't care, it's still related to him!"
"Well you're just going to have to deal with it." -"Jokingly."
"NO!" -Not so jokingly lol.



But then we had to go weld.
I'm so horrible at it :'(
Grrrrr........




~Chinchin<3

I give.

I don't have the attention span nor the patience to do the Day blahblah thing.
Plus, it interferes with everything else I'd like to post.

I got talked into prom staff, so now I get to go to prom for free, shhhhhh. ;)
I'm doing one half of the spotlights for the Grand March.
Bullshit that I have to wear black pants and a white dress shirt for it, when nobody is going to see me anyway.
I figured that I'll be there to take Julia and her Aaron's pictures and I'm going for Post Prom. So what the hell, why not stay for in between? Free food... Music... It'll be great. :) I'll post pictures of my outfit. I got my shirt yesterday from Vanity, and it's so adorable. :)

But yeah, Friday during Welding, Dana came up to me, and asked shyly, "Hey Jenny?"
I looked at her and replied "...yes?"
Again, she responded, very shyly, "Do you think you can take mine and Aaron's pictures at prom?..."
FUCK.
"Urrrrhhhhh..... Well... I suppose.."
"Oh thank you! Because I don't think my parents can make it to the school."
*Sigh*



So yeah. Woo. -.-


ANYWAYS.
More Corey update?


Tonight, he was very very horny.
Oh my.
I'm not going to repeat anything he said to me, but yeah.
Very much things many people would not approve of.
They will stay hidden away from people's creeping eyes.

But I don't know when I'll be able to talk to him,
because I was teasing him.
I told him that I would get him back for anything he'd do to me,
and he asked how.
I kept telling him it was a secret.
And I think he got mad.
I asked, "What would you do if I didn't tell you?"
"Ground you."
"I think I'll chance it :)"
"Ground you from talking to me."
"D: Nuuu..."
"You have 10 seconds."
And he counted down.
He got to "2."
I logged off.








And I haven't spoken to him since.



"And if it hurts this much, then it must be love........"






Chinchin.

N'awwwww C:

So two things today,
I'll update my Day blahblahblah hopefully when I get home :)

Aaaaaand I have more Corey information.
However, I have to go back to class in just a few minutes, so I'll just update that when I get home too bahaha c:

Chinchin<3~
(my new goodbye^)

Day Twelve- Corn dogs!

Because they're nummy. ^___^

Day 1- A picture of yourself with fifteen facts
Day 2 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day 3 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show
Day 4 - A picture of a habit you wish you didn't have
Day 5 - A picture of your favorite memory
Day 6 - A picture of something you'd like to do again
Day 7 - A picture of your most treasured item
Day 8 - A picture that makes you laugh
Day 9 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most fucked up things with
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate
Day 12 - A picture of something you love

Day Eleven- Labels (YAY CAUGHT UP)

Obviously not me lulz. Also, did not take the picture; I found it on deviantart.
I hate labels.

"People put themselves in boxes I just label them."
What happens to you when you label?

One who strives to be themselves.
Those who cannot be easily labeled, weather labeled from afar or not they keep to the label they have dubbed upon themselves.
Plain and simple.
"Myself"
I am me.
Nobody else.

Even the person who tries so desperately hard to label everyone else.
Is in a box all to themselves.
They claim to be original.
They claim to be... themselves.

Day 1- A picture of yourself with fifteen facts
Day 2 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day 3 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show
Day 4 - A picture of a habit you wish you didn't have
Day 5 - A picture of your favorite memory
Day 6 - A picture of something you'd like to do again
Day 7 - A picture of your most treasured item
Day 8 - A picture that makes you laugh
Day 9 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most fucked up things with
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate
Day 12 - A picture of something you love
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity
Day 19 - A picture of a phrase you live by
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change
Day 25 - A picture of your day
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member
Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile
Day 30- A picture of someone you miss
Day 31 - A picture of a tradition you have.
Day 32 - A picture of a crazy night.
Day 33 - A picture of the house you grew up in.
Day 34 - A picture of your currently most played CD.
Day 35 - A picture of your favorite place to eat.
Day 36 - A picture of your ‘other half'.
Day 37 - A picture of the people you spend most of your time with.
Day 38 - A picture of the best part of your day.
Day 39 - A picture of your favorite movie.
Day 40 - A picture of your favorite Disney character.
Day 41 - A picture of your pet.
Day 42 - A picture of your dream house.
Day 43 - A picture of something you can’t function without.
Day 44 - A picture of someone you’re told you look like.
Day 45 - A picture of your room.
Day 46 - A picture of where you wish you were right now.
Day 47 - A picture of your favorite place to shop.
Day 48 - A picture of your favorite actress/actor.
Day 49 - A picture of where you live.
Day 50 - A picture of your most frequented place.
Day 51 - A picture of your dream car.
Day 52 - A picture of your favorite sport.
Day 53 - A picture of someone you think is hot.
Day 54 - A picture of the one thing you would bring if you were stranded on a deserted island.
Day 55 - A picture of the last movie you saw in theaters.
Day 56 - A picture of something that makes you happy.
Day 57 - A picture of your favorite holiday.
Day 58 - A picture of your favorite animal.
Day 59 - A picture of a random item that you own.
Day 60 - A picture of something you’re excited about
Day 61 - School class picture
Day 62 - Last place you traveled to
Day 63 - Sports awards
Day 64 - Favorite childhood book
Day 65 - A picture of you and your bestfriend
Day 66 - A picture in your room
Day 67 - Something Green
Day 68 - A magazine you like
Day 69 - Something Red
Day 70 - Something you borrowed from someone else
Day 71 - A picture of your favorite piece of jewelry
Day 72 - A stuffed animal
Day 73 - Your lunch
Day 74 - Something you found under your bed
Day 75 - You and a friend
Day 76 - Something that annoys you
Day 77 - The last thing that you bought
Day 78 - Your sunglasses
Day 79 - A ticket from somewhere you've been
Day 80 - Your favorite childhood movie
Day 81 - Something you baked
Day 82 - The most embarrssing thing in your closet
Day 83 - The moon tonite
Day 84 - Your favorite pair of shorts
Day 85 - Something Pink
Day 86 - Something your mom bought you
Day 87 - Something you hold dear to your heart
Day 88 - Your bathroom
Day 89 - What's in your fridge?
Day 90 - Your current school photo
Day 91 - Something that made you smile today
Day 92 - Something wierd in your house
Day 93 - The view from your bedroom window
Day 94 - What your doing right now
Day 95 - Something yellow
Day 96 - A place you went today
Day 97 - Something heart shaped
Day 98 - Your favorite nail polish color
Day 99 - Something that makes you feel accomplished
Day 100 - The final picture of yourself.

Day Ten: Julia.

Julia, again lulz. :)
You get us together and you'll see that we're more hypurr than two penguins hyped up on coffee playing banjos. :D

Day 1- A picture of yourself with fifteen facts
Day 2 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day 3 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show
Day 4 - A picture of a habit you wish you didn't have
Day 5 - A picture of your favorite memory
Day 6 - A picture of something you'd like to do again
Day 7 - A picture of your most treasured item
Day 8 - A picture that makes you laugh
Day 9 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most fucked up things with
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate
Day 12 - A picture of something you love
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity
Day 19 - A picture of a phrase you live by
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change
Day 25 - A picture of your day
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member
Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile
Day 30- A picture of someone you miss
Day 31 - A picture of a tradition you have.
Day 32 - A picture of a crazy night.
Day 33 - A picture of the house you grew up in.
Day 34 - A picture of your currently most played CD.
Day 35 - A picture of your favorite place to eat.
Day 36 - A picture of your ‘other half'.
Day 37 - A picture of the people you spend most of your time with.
Day 38 - A picture of the best part of your day.
Day 39 - A picture of your favorite movie.
Day 40 - A picture of your favorite Disney character.
Day 41 - A picture of your pet.
Day 42 - A picture of your dream house.
Day 43 - A picture of something you can’t function without.
Day 44 - A picture of someone you’re told you look like.
Day 45 - A picture of your room.
Day 46 - A picture of where you wish you were right now.
Day 47 - A picture of your favorite place to shop.
Day 48 - A picture of your favorite actress/actor.
Day 49 - A picture of where you live.
Day 50 - A picture of your most frequented place.
Day 51 - A picture of your dream car.
Day 52 - A picture of your favorite sport.
Day 53 - A picture of someone you think is hot.
Day 54 - A picture of the one thing you would bring if you were stranded on a deserted island.
Day 55 - A picture of the last movie you saw in theaters.
Day 56 - A picture of something that makes you happy.
Day 57 - A picture of your favorite holiday.
Day 58 - A picture of your favorite animal.
Day 59 - A picture of a random item that you own.
Day 60 - A picture of something you’re excited about
Day 61 - School class picture
Day 62 - Last place you traveled to
Day 63 - Sports awards
Day 64 - Favorite childhood book
Day 65 - A picture of you and your bestfriend
Day 66 - A picture in your room
Day 67 - Something Green
Day 68 - A magazine you like
Day 69 - Something Red
Day 70 - Something you borrowed from someone else
Day 71 - A picture of your favorite piece of jewelry
Day 72 - A stuffed animal
Day 73 - Your lunch
Day 74 - Something you found under your bed
Day 75 - You and a friend
Day 76 - Something that annoys you
Day 77 - The last thing that you bought
Day 78 - Your sunglasses
Day 79 - A ticket from somewhere you've been
Day 80 - Your favorite childhood movie
Day 81 - Something you baked
Day 82 - The most embarrssing thing in your closet
Day 83 - The moon tonite
Day 84 - Your favorite pair of shorts
Day 85 - Something Pink
Day 86 - Something your mom bought you
Day 87 - Something you hold dear to your heart
Day 88 - Your bathroom
Day 89 - What's in your fridge?
Day 90 - Your current school photo
Day 91 - Something that made you smile today
Day 92 - Something wierd in your house
Day 93 - The view from your bedroom window
Day 94 - What your doing right now
Day 95 - Something yellow
Day 96 - A place you went today
Day 97 - Something heart shaped
Day 98 - Your favorite nail polish color
Day 99 - Something that makes you feel accomplished
Day 100 - The final picture of yourself.

Day Nine: Julia.

Julia :D
She's my best friend, forever.



Day 1- A picture of yourself with fifteen facts
Day 2 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day 3 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show
Day 4 - A picture of a habit you wish you didn't have
Day 5 - A picture of your favorite memory
Day 6 - A picture of something you'd like to do again
Day 7 - A picture of your most treasured item
Day 8 - A picture that makes you laugh
Day 9 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most fucked up things with
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate
Day 12 - A picture of something you love
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity
Day 19 - A picture of a phrase you live by
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change
Day 25 - A picture of your day
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member
Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile
Day 30- A picture of someone you miss
Day 31 - A picture of a tradition you have.
Day 32 - A picture of a crazy night.
Day 33 - A picture of the house you grew up in.
Day 34 - A picture of your currently most played CD.
Day 35 - A picture of your favorite place to eat.
Day 36 - A picture of your ‘other half'.
Day 37 - A picture of the people you spend most of your time with.
Day 38 - A picture of the best part of your day.
Day 39 - A picture of your favorite movie.
Day 40 - A picture of your favorite Disney character.
Day 41 - A picture of your pet.
Day 42 - A picture of your dream house.
Day 43 - A picture of something you can’t function without.
Day 44 - A picture of someone you’re told you look like.
Day 45 - A picture of your room.
Day 46 - A picture of where you wish you were right now.
Day 47 - A picture of your favorite place to shop.
Day 48 - A picture of your favorite actress/actor.
Day 49 - A picture of where you live.
Day 50 - A picture of your most frequented place.
Day 51 - A picture of your dream car.
Day 52 - A picture of your favorite sport.
Day 53 - A picture of someone you think is hot.
Day 54 - A picture of the one thing you would bring if you were stranded on a deserted island.
Day 55 - A picture of the last movie you saw in theaters.
Day 56 - A picture of something that makes you happy.
Day 57 - A picture of your favorite holiday.
Day 58 - A picture of your favorite animal.
Day 59 - A picture of a random item that you own.
Day 60 - A picture of something you’re excited about
Day 61 - School class picture
Day 62 - Last place you traveled to
Day 63 - Sports awards
Day 64 - Favorite childhood book
Day 65 - A picture of you and your bestfriend
Day 66 - A picture in your room
Day 67 - Something Green
Day 68 - A magazine you like
Day 69 - Something Red
Day 70 - Something you borrowed from someone else
Day 71 - A picture of your favorite piece of jewelry
Day 72 - A stuffed animal
Day 73 - Your lunch
Day 74 - Something you found under your bed
Day 75 - You and a friend
Day 76 - Something that annoys you
Day 77 - The last thing that you bought
Day 78 - Your sunglasses
Day 79 - A ticket from somewhere you've been
Day 80 - Your favorite childhood movie
Day 81 - Something you baked
Day 82 - The most embarrssing thing in your closet
Day 83 - The moon tonite
Day 84 - Your favorite pair of shorts
Day 85 - Something Pink
Day 86 - Something your mom bought you
Day 87 - Something you hold dear to your heart
Day 88 - Your bathroom
Day 89 - What's in your fridge?
Day 90 - Your current school photo
Day 91 - Something that made you smile today
Day 92 - Something wierd in your house
Day 93 - The view from your bedroom window
Day 94 - What your doing right now
Day 95 - Something yellow
Day 96 - A place you went today
Day 97 - Something heart shaped
Day 98 - Your favorite nail polish color
Day 99 - Something that makes you feel accomplished
Day 100 - The final picture of yourself.

Day Eight: "Honesty" :)

Only because I have small boobs. XD


Day 1- A picture of yourself with fifteen facts
Day 2 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day 3 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show
Day 4 - A picture of a habit you wish you didn't have
Day 5 - A picture of your favorite memory
Day 6 - A picture of something you'd like to do again
Day 7 - A picture of your most treasured item
Day 8 - A picture that makes you laugh
Day 9 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most fucked up things with
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate
Day 12 - A picture of something you love
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity
Day 19 - A picture of a phrase you live by
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change
Day 25 - A picture of your day
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member
Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile
Day 30- A picture of someone you miss
Day 31 - A picture of a tradition you have.
Day 32 - A picture of a crazy night.
Day 33 - A picture of the house you grew up in.
Day 34 - A picture of your currently most played CD.
Day 35 - A picture of your favorite place to eat.
Day 36 - A picture of your ‘other half'.
Day 37 - A picture of the people you spend most of your time with.
Day 38 - A picture of the best part of your day.
Day 39 - A picture of your favorite movie.
Day 40 - A picture of your favorite Disney character.
Day 41 - A picture of your pet.
Day 42 - A picture of your dream house.
Day 43 - A picture of something you can’t function without.
Day 44 - A picture of someone you’re told you look like.
Day 45 - A picture of your room.
Day 46 - A picture of where you wish you were right now.
Day 47 - A picture of your favorite place to shop.
Day 48 - A picture of your favorite actress/actor.
Day 49 - A picture of where you live.
Day 50 - A picture of your most frequented place.
Day 51 - A picture of your dream car.
Day 52 - A picture of your favorite sport.
Day 53 - A picture of someone you think is hot.
Day 54 - A picture of the one thing you would bring if you were stranded on a deserted island.
Day 55 - A picture of the last movie you saw in theaters.
Day 56 - A picture of something that makes you happy.
Day 57 - A picture of your favorite holiday.
Day 58 - A picture of your favorite animal.
Day 59 - A picture of a random item that you own.
Day 60 - A picture of something you’re excited about
Day 61 - School class picture
Day 62 - Last place you traveled to
Day 63 - Sports awards
Day 64 - Favorite childhood book
Day 65 - A picture of you and your bestfriend
Day 66 - A picture in your room
Day 67 - Something Green
Day 68 - A magazine you like
Day 69 - Something Red
Day 70 - Something you borrowed from someone else
Day 71 - A picture of your favorite piece of jewelry
Day 72 - A stuffed animal
Day 73 - Your lunch
Day 74 - Something you found under your bed
Day 75 - You and a friend
Day 76 - Something that annoys you
Day 77 - The last thing that you bought
Day 78 - Your sunglasses
Day 79 - A ticket from somewhere you've been
Day 80 - Your favorite childhood movie
Day 81 - Something you baked
Day 82 - The most embarrssing thing in your closet
Day 83 - The moon tonite
Day 84 - Your favorite pair of shorts
Day 85 - Something Pink
Day 86 - Something your mom bought you
Day 87 - Something you hold dear to your heart
Day 88 - Your bathroom
Day 89 - What's in your fridge?
Day 90 - Your current school photo
Day 91 - Something that made you smile today
Day 92 - Something wierd in your house
Day 93 - The view from your bedroom window
Day 94 - What your doing right now
Day 95 - Something yellow
Day 96 - A place you went today
Day 97 - Something heart shaped
Day 98 - Your favorite nail polish color
Day 99 - Something that makes you feel accomplished
Day 100 - The final picture of yourself.

Day Seven: iPod

Obviously this isn't MY iPod, but it's the same as this one.
I don't have the energy or time to go and get it, take a picture, and upload it lulz.
But yeah, I couldn't live without my iPod. No way.



Day 1- A picture of yourself with fifteen facts
Day 2 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day 3 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show
Day 4 - A picture of a habit you wish you didn't have
Day 5 - A picture of your favorite memory
Day 6 - A picture of something you'd like to do again
Day 7 - A picture of your most treasured item
Day 8 - A picture that makes you laugh
Day 9 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most fucked up things with
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate
Day 12 - A picture of something you love
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity
Day 19 - A picture of a phrase you live by
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change
Day 25 - A picture of your day
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member
Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile
Day 30- A picture of someone you miss
Day 31 - A picture of a tradition you have.
Day 32 - A picture of a crazy night.
Day 33 - A picture of the house you grew up in.
Day 34 - A picture of your currently most played CD.
Day 35 - A picture of your favorite place to eat.
Day 36 - A picture of your ‘other half'.
Day 37 - A picture of the people you spend most of your time with.
Day 38 - A picture of the best part of your day.
Day 39 - A picture of your favorite movie.
Day 40 - A picture of your favorite Disney character.
Day 41 - A picture of your pet.
Day 42 - A picture of your dream house.
Day 43 - A picture of something you can’t function without.
Day 44 - A picture of someone you’re told you look like.
Day 45 - A picture of your room.
Day 46 - A picture of where you wish you were right now.
Day 47 - A picture of your favorite place to shop.
Day 48 - A picture of your favorite actress/actor.
Day 49 - A picture of where you live.
Day 50 - A picture of your most frequented place.
Day 51 - A picture of your dream car.
Day 52 - A picture of your favorite sport.
Day 53 - A picture of someone you think is hot.
Day 54 - A picture of the one thing you would bring if you were stranded on a deserted island.
Day 55 - A picture of the last movie you saw in theaters.
Day 56 - A picture of something that makes you happy.
Day 57 - A picture of your favorite holiday.
Day 58 - A picture of your favorite animal.
Day 59 - A picture of a random item that you own.
Day 60 - A picture of something you’re excited about
Day 61 - School class picture
Day 62 - Last place you traveled to
Day 63 - Sports awards
Day 64 - Favorite childhood book
Day 65 - A picture of you and your bestfriend
Day 66 - A picture in your room
Day 67 - Something Green
Day 68 - A magazine you like
Day 69 - Something Red
Day 70 - Something you borrowed from someone else
Day 71 - A picture of your favorite piece of jewelry
Day 72 - A stuffed animal
Day 73 - Your lunch
Day 74 - Something you found under your bed
Day 75 - You and a friend
Day 76 - Something that annoys you
Day 77 - The last thing that you bought
Day 78 - Your sunglasses
Day 79 - A ticket from somewhere you've been
Day 80 - Your favorite childhood movie
Day 81 - Something you baked
Day 82 - The most embarrssing thing in your closet
Day 83 - The moon tonite
Day 84 - Your favorite pair of shorts
Day 85 - Something Pink
Day 86 - Something your mom bought you
Day 87 - Something you hold dear to your heart
Day 88 - Your bathroom
Day 89 - What's in your fridge?
Day 90 - Your current school photo
Day 91 - Something that made you smile today
Day 92 - Something wierd in your house
Day 93 - The view from your bedroom window
Day 94 - What your doing right now
Day 95 - Something yellow
Day 96 - A place you went today
Day 97 - Something heart shaped
Day 98 - Your favorite nail polish color
Day 99 - Something that makes you feel accomplished
Day 100 - The final picture of yourself.

Day Six: Space Needle.

Go on the space needle again.
Eat in the Space Needle restaurant for breakfast.
<3


Day 1- A picture of yourself with fifteen facts
Day 2 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day 3 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show
Day 4 - A picture of a habit you wish you didn't have
Day 5 - A picture of your favorite memory
Day 6 - A picture of something you'd like to do again
Day 7 - A picture of your most treasured item
Day 8 - A picture that makes you laugh
Day 9 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most fucked up things with
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate
Day 12 - A picture of something you love
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity
Day 19 - A picture of a phrase you live by
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change
Day 25 - A picture of your day
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member
Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile
Day 30- A picture of someone you miss
Day 31 - A picture of a tradition you have.
Day 32 - A picture of a crazy night.
Day 33 - A picture of the house you grew up in.
Day 34 - A picture of your currently most played CD.
Day 35 - A picture of your favorite place to eat.
Day 36 - A picture of your ‘other half'.
Day 37 - A picture of the people you spend most of your time with.
Day 38 - A picture of the best part of your day.
Day 39 - A picture of your favorite movie.
Day 40 - A picture of your favorite Disney character.
Day 41 - A picture of your pet.
Day 42 - A picture of your dream house.
Day 43 - A picture of something you can’t function without.
Day 44 - A picture of someone you’re told you look like.
Day 45 - A picture of your room.
Day 46 - A picture of where you wish you were right now.
Day 47 - A picture of your favorite place to shop.
Day 48 - A picture of your favorite actress/actor.
Day 49 - A picture of where you live.
Day 50 - A picture of your most frequented place.
Day 51 - A picture of your dream car.
Day 52 - A picture of your favorite sport.
Day 53 - A picture of someone you think is hot.
Day 54 - A picture of the one thing you would bring if you were stranded on a deserted island.
Day 55 - A picture of the last movie you saw in theaters.
Day 56 - A picture of something that makes you happy.
Day 57 - A picture of your favorite holiday.
Day 58 - A picture of your favorite animal.
Day 59 - A picture of a random item that you own.
Day 60 - A picture of something you’re excited about
Day 61 - School class picture
Day 62 - Last place you traveled to
Day 63 - Sports awards
Day 64 - Favorite childhood book
Day 65 - A picture of you and your bestfriend
Day 66 - A picture in your room
Day 67 - Something Green
Day 68 - A magazine you like
Day 69 - Something Red
Day 70 - Something you borrowed from someone else
Day 71 - A picture of your favorite piece of jewelry
Day 72 - A stuffed animal
Day 73 - Your lunch
Day 74 - Something you found under your bed
Day 75 - You and a friend
Day 76 - Something that annoys you
Day 77 - The last thing that you bought
Day 78 - Your sunglasses
Day 79 - A ticket from somewhere you've been
Day 80 - Your favorite childhood movie
Day 81 - Something you baked
Day 82 - The most embarrssing thing in your closet
Day 83 - The moon tonite
Day 84 - Your favorite pair of shorts
Day 85 - Something Pink
Day 86 - Something your mom bought you
Day 87 - Something you hold dear to your heart
Day 88 - Your bathroom
Day 89 - What's in your fridge?
Day 90 - Your current school photo
Day 91 - Something that made you smile today
Day 92 - Something wierd in your house
Day 93 - The view from your bedroom window
Day 94 - What your doing right now
Day 95 - Something yellow
Day 96 - A place you went today
Day 97 - Something heart shaped
Day 98 - Your favorite nail polish color
Day 99 - Something that makes you feel accomplished
Day 100 - The final picture of yourself.

Right. So. Updates. ._.

I am incredibly horrible at this whole Day ___ blah blah thing lulz. XD
Bear with me please and I'll update tomorrow night or Friday. :)
Thankies ^_^

Day Five- Sometimes in 2008? ._.

One night when I got my first camera, my best friend and I went camera happy. Goodness, this is SUCH an old picture. And long before I knew how to take good pictures. Ha.


Day 1- A picture of yourself with fifteen facts
Day 2 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day 3 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show
Day 4 - A picture of a habit you wish you didn't have
Day 5 - A picture of your favorite memory
Day 6 - A picture of something you'd like to do again
Day 7 - A picture of your most treasured item
Day 8 - A picture that makes you laugh
Day 9 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most fucked up things with
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate
Day 12 - A picture of something you love
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity
Day 19 - A picture of a phrase you live by
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change
Day 25 - A picture of your day
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member
Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile
Day 30- A picture of someone you miss
Day 31 - A picture of a tradition you have.
Day 32 - A picture of a crazy night.
Day 33 - A picture of the house you grew up in.
Day 34 - A picture of your currently most played CD.
Day 35 - A picture of your favorite place to eat.
Day 36 - A picture of your ‘other half'.
Day 37 - A picture of the people you spend most of your time with.
Day 38 - A picture of the best part of your day.
Day 39 - A picture of your favorite movie.
Day 40 - A picture of your favorite Disney character.
Day 41 - A picture of your pet.
Day 42 - A picture of your dream house.
Day 43 - A picture of something you can’t function without.
Day 44 - A picture of someone you’re told you look like.
Day 45 - A picture of your room.
Day 46 - A picture of where you wish you were right now.
Day 47 - A picture of your favorite place to shop.
Day 48 - A picture of your favorite actress/actor.
Day 49 - A picture of where you live.
Day 50 - A picture of your most frequented place.
Day 51 - A picture of your dream car.
Day 52 - A picture of your favorite sport.
Day 53 - A picture of someone you think is hot.
Day 54 - A picture of the one thing you would bring if you were stranded on a deserted island.
Day 55 - A picture of the last movie you saw in theaters.
Day 56 - A picture of something that makes you happy.
Day 57 - A picture of your favorite holiday.
Day 58 - A picture of your favorite animal.
Day 59 - A picture of a random item that you own.
Day 60 - A picture of something you’re excited about
Day 61 - School class picture
Day 62 - Last place you traveled to
Day 63 - Sports awards
Day 64 - Favorite childhood book
Day 65 - A picture of you and your bestfriend
Day 66 - A picture in your room
Day 67 - Something Green
Day 68 - A magazine you like
Day 69 - Something Red
Day 70 - Something you borrowed from someone else
Day 71 - A picture of your favorite piece of jewelry
Day 72 - A stuffed animal
Day 73 - Your lunch
Day 74 - Something you found under your bed
Day 75 - You and a friend
Day 76 - Something that annoys you
Day 77 - The last thing that you bought
Day 78 - Your sunglasses
Day 79 - A ticket from somewhere you've been
Day 80 - Your favorite childhood movie
Day 81 - Something you baked
Day 82 - The most embarrssing thing in your closet
Day 83 - The moon tonite
Day 84 - Your favorite pair of shorts
Day 85 - Something Pink
Day 86 - Something your mom bought you
Day 87 - Something you hold dear to your heart
Day 88 - Your bathroom
Day 89 - What's in your fridge?
Day 90 - Your current school photo
Day 91 - Something that made you smile today
Day 92 - Something wierd in your house
Day 93 - The view from your bedroom window
Day 94 - What your doing right now
Day 95 - Something yellow
Day 96 - A place you went today
Day 97 - Something heart shaped
Day 98 - Your favorite nail polish color
Day 99 - Something that makes you feel accomplished
Day 100 - The final picture of yourself.

Day Four- Reading ahead.

I read ahead of myself a LOT. Too much, and then I always spoil what comes next for myself xD
I had two other ideas first for this though.
One was always reading the last chapter. No matter what, I always always read the last chapter first.
The other was always skipping songs when they're in the middle of playing on my iPod.


Day 1- A picture of yourself with fifteen facts
Day 2 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day 3 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show
Day 4 - A picture of a habit you wish you didn't have
Day 5 - A picture of your favorite memory
Day 6 - A picture of something you'd like to do again
Day 7 - A picture of your most treasured item
Day 8 - A picture that makes you laugh
Day 9 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most fucked up things with
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate
Day 12 - A picture of something you love
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity
Day 19 - A picture of a phrase you live by
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change
Day 25 - A picture of your day
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member
Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile
Day 30- A picture of someone you miss
Day 31 - A picture of a tradition you have.
Day 32 - A picture of a crazy night.
Day 33 - A picture of the house you grew up in.
Day 34 - A picture of your currently most played CD.
Day 35 - A picture of your favorite place to eat.
Day 36 - A picture of your ‘other half'.
Day 37 - A picture of the people you spend most of your time with.
Day 38 - A picture of the best part of your day.
Day 39 - A picture of your favorite movie.
Day 40 - A picture of your favorite Disney character.
Day 41 - A picture of your pet.
Day 42 - A picture of your dream house.
Day 43 - A picture of something you can’t function without.
Day 44 - A picture of someone you’re told you look like.
Day 45 - A picture of your room.
Day 46 - A picture of where you wish you were right now.
Day 47 - A picture of your favorite place to shop.
Day 48 - A picture of your favorite actress/actor.
Day 49 - A picture of where you live.
Day 50 - A picture of your most frequented place.
Day 51 - A picture of your dream car.
Day 52 - A picture of your favorite sport.
Day 53 - A picture of someone you think is hot.
Day 54 - A picture of the one thing you would bring if you were stranded on a deserted island.
Day 55 - A picture of the last movie you saw in theaters.
Day 56 - A picture of something that makes you happy.
Day 57 - A picture of your favorite holiday.
Day 58 - A picture of your favorite animal.
Day 59 - A picture of a random item that you own.
Day 60 - A picture of something you’re excited about
Day 61 - School class picture
Day 62 - Last place you traveled to
Day 63 - Sports awards
Day 64 - Favorite childhood book
Day 65 - A picture of you and your bestfriend
Day 66 - A picture in your room
Day 67 - Something Green
Day 68 - A magazine you like
Day 69 - Something Red
Day 70 - Something you borrowed from someone else
Day 71 - A picture of your favorite piece of jewelry
Day 72 - A stuffed animal
Day 73 - Your lunch
Day 74 - Something you found under your bed
Day 75 - You and a friend
Day 76 - Something that annoys you
Day 77 - The last thing that you bought
Day 78 - Your sunglasses
Day 79 - A ticket from somewhere you've been
Day 80 - Your favorite childhood movie
Day 81 - Something you baked
Day 82 - The most embarrssing thing in your closet
Day 83 - The moon tonite
Day 84 - Your favorite pair of shorts
Day 85 - Something Pink
Day 86 - Something your mom bought you
Day 87 - Something you hold dear to your heart
Day 88 - Your bathroom
Day 89 - What's in your fridge?
Day 90 - Your current school photo
Day 91 - Something that made you smile today
Day 92 - Something wierd in your house
Day 93 - The view from your bedroom window
Day 94 - What your doing right now
Day 95 - Something yellow
Day 96 - A place you went today
Day 97 - Something heart shaped
Day 98 - Your favorite nail polish color
Day 99 - Something that makes you feel accomplished
Day 100 - The final picture of yourself.

Day Three- Castle.

Castle.
It's a kind of new show about a writer who follows a detective around and basically writes a new series about her. He gets inpirations from cases she works on.




Day 1- A picture of yourself with fifteen facts
Day 2 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day 3 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show
Day 4 - A picture of a habit you wish you didn't have
Day 5 - A picture of your favorite memory
Day 6 - A picture of something you'd like to do again
Day 7 - A picture of your most treasured item
Day 8 - A picture that makes you laugh
Day 9 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most fucked up things with
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate
Day 12 - A picture of something you love
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity
Day 19 - A picture of a phrase you live by
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change
Day 25 - A picture of your day
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member
Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile
Day 30- A picture of someone you miss
Day 31 - A picture of a tradition you have.
Day 32 - A picture of a crazy night.
Day 33 - A picture of the house you grew up in.
Day 34 - A picture of your currently most played CD.
Day 35 - A picture of your favorite place to eat.
Day 36 - A picture of your ‘other half'.
Day 37 - A picture of the people you spend most of your time with.
Day 38 - A picture of the best part of your day.
Day 39 - A picture of your favorite movie.
Day 40 - A picture of your favorite Disney character.
Day 41 - A picture of your pet.
Day 42 - A picture of your dream house.
Day 43 - A picture of something you can’t function without.
Day 44 - A picture of someone you’re told you look like.
Day 45 - A picture of your room.
Day 46 - A picture of where you wish you were right now.
Day 47 - A picture of your favorite place to shop.
Day 48 - A picture of your favorite actress/actor.
Day 49 - A picture of where you live.
Day 50 - A picture of your most frequented place.
Day 51 - A picture of your dream car.
Day 52 - A picture of your favorite sport.
Day 53 - A picture of someone you think is hot.
Day 54 - A picture of the one thing you would bring if you were stranded on a deserted island.
Day 55 - A picture of the last movie you saw in theaters.
Day 56 - A picture of something that makes you happy.
Day 57 - A picture of your favorite holiday.
Day 58 - A picture of your favorite animal.
Day 59 - A picture of a random item that you own.
Day 60 - A picture of something you’re excited about
Day 61 - School class picture
Day 62 - Last place you traveled to
Day 63 - Sports awards
Day 64 - Favorite childhood book
Day 65 - A picture of you and your bestfriend
Day 66 - A picture in your room
Day 67 - Something Green
Day 68 - A magazine you like
Day 69 - Something Red
Day 70 - Something you borrowed from someone else
Day 71 - A picture of your favorite piece of jewelry
Day 72 - A stuffed animal
Day 73 - Your lunch
Day 74 - Something you found under your bed
Day 75 - You and a friend
Day 76 - Something that annoys you
Day 77 - The last thing that you bought
Day 78 - Your sunglasses
Day 79 - A ticket from somewhere you've been
Day 80 - Your favorite childhood movie
Day 81 - Something you baked
Day 82 - The most embarrssing thing in your closet
Day 83 - The moon tonite
Day 84 - Your favorite pair of shorts
Day 85 - Something Pink
Day 86 - Something your mom bought you
Day 87 - Something you hold dear to your heart
Day 88 - Your bathroom
Day 89 - What's in your fridge?
Day 90 - Your current school photo
Day 91 - Something that made you smile today
Day 92 - Something wierd in your house
Day 93 - The view from your bedroom window
Day 94 - What your doing right now
Day 95 - Something yellow
Day 96 - A place you went today
Day 97 - Something heart shaped
Day 98 - Your favorite nail polish color
Day 99 - Something that makes you feel accomplished
Day 100 - The final picture of yourself.

Followers are amazing!?

This whole sudden spike in followers (but not much of a spike) is really making me happy~ :)
Thank you thank you for making me seem somewhat important ^_^


Anyways, I'll update my "Day ___" tomorrow during my study hall, for those who really care ;D





On a side note....
English muffins, lightly buttered, are love.
<3 :D

Yummeh.

Day Two- Julia.

This would be my best friend Julia.
I've known her since I was 3 years old.
(This pic makes me look massive o_______o)

Day 1- A picture of yourself with fifteen facts
Day 2 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day 3 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show
Day 4 - A picture of a habit you wish you didn't have
Day 5 - A picture of your favorite memory
Day 6 - A picture of something you'd like to do again
Day 7 - A picture of your most treasured item
Day 8 - A picture that makes you laugh
Day 9 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most fucked up things with
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate
Day 12 - A picture of something you love
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity
Day 19 - A picture of a phrase you live by
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change
Day 25 - A picture of your day
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member
Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile
Day 30- A picture of someone you miss
Day 31 - A picture of a tradition you have.
Day 32 - A picture of a crazy night.
Day 33 - A picture of the house you grew up in.
Day 34 - A picture of your currently most played CD.
Day 35 - A picture of your favorite place to eat.
Day 36 - A picture of your ‘other half'.
Day 37 - A picture of the people you spend most of your time with.
Day 38 - A picture of the best part of your day.
Day 39 - A picture of your favorite movie.
Day 40 - A picture of your favorite Disney character.
Day 41 - A picture of your pet.
Day 42 - A picture of your dream house.
Day 43 - A picture of something you can’t function without.
Day 44 - A picture of someone you’re told you look like.
Day 45 - A picture of your room.
Day 46 - A picture of where you wish you were right now.
Day 47 - A picture of your favorite place to shop.
Day 48 - A picture of your favorite actress/actor.
Day 49 - A picture of where you live.
Day 50 - A picture of your most frequented place.
Day 51 - A picture of your dream car.
Day 52 - A picture of your favorite sport.
Day 53 - A picture of someone you think is hot.
Day 54 - A picture of the one thing you would bring if you were stranded on a deserted island.
Day 55 - A picture of the last movie you saw in theaters.
Day 56 - A picture of something that makes you happy.
Day 57 - A picture of your favorite holiday.
Day 58 - A picture of your favorite animal.
Day 59 - A picture of a random item that you own.
Day 60 - A picture of something you’re excited about
Day 61 - School class picture
Day 62 - Last place you traveled to
Day 63 - Sports awards
Day 64 - Favorite childhood book
Day 65 - A picture of you and your bestfriend
Day 66 - A picture in your room
Day 67 - Something Green
Day 68 - A magazine you like
Day 69 - Something Red
Day 70 - Something you borrowed from someone else
Day 71 - A picture of your favorite piece of jewelry
Day 72 - A stuffed animal
Day 73 - Your lunch
Day 74 - Something you found under your bed
Day 75 - You and a friend
Day 76 - Something that annoys you
Day 77 - The last thing that you bought
Day 78 - Your sunglasses
Day 79 - A ticket from somewhere you've been
Day 80 - Your favorite childhood movie
Day 81 - Something you baked
Day 82 - The most embarrssing thing in your closet
Day 83 - The moon tonite
Day 84 - Your favorite pair of shorts
Day 85 - Something Pink
Day 86 - Something your mom bought you
Day 87 - Something you hold dear to your heart
Day 88 - Your bathroom
Day 89 - What's in your fridge?
Day 90 - Your current school photo
Day 91 - Something that made you smile today
Day 92 - Something wierd in your house
Day 93 - The view from your bedroom window
Day 94 - What your doing right now
Day 95 - Something yellow
Day 96 - A place you went today
Day 97 - Something heart shaped
Day 98 - Your favorite nail polish color
Day 99 - Something that makes you feel accomplished
Day 100 - The final picture of yourself.

Day One.

1. I love zebra stripes.
2. I'm a senior!
3. I want to be a small animal exclusive veterinarian.
4. I'm going to Warped Tour for the first time this year.
5. My iPod has ADD. Like me.
6. I've been told I have amazing style.
7. The thing I get complimented on the most are my eyes.
8. I don't like sports.
9. Video games are amazing ;) But not COD or Halo or anything.
10. I'm single. And I plan to keep it that way.
11. I lied on #10. I sort of like someone. :)
12. I'm not scene. My hair does not look like a dog's ear. I don't wear shittons of makeup, etc.
13. Brokencyde is my favorite band.
14. I want a bunch of dogs when I grow older. Such as a Samoyed, Yorkie, Shipperke, and Siberian Husky/Alaskan Malamute.
15. My favorite color is black.



(I guess I can't cross out, so I'll italicize :DD)
Day 1- A picture of yourself with fifteen facts
Day 2 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day 3 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show
Day 4 - A picture of a habit you wish you didn't have
Day 5 - A picture of your favorite memory
Day 6 - A picture of something you'd like to do again
Day 7 - A picture of your most treasured item
Day 8 - A picture that makes you laugh
Day 9 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most fucked up things with
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate
Day 12 - A picture of something you love
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity
Day 19 - A picture of a phrase you live by
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change
Day 25 - A picture of your day
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member
Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile
Day 30- A picture of someone you miss
Day 31 - A picture of a tradition you have.
Day 32 - A picture of a crazy night.
Day 33 - A picture of the house you grew up in.
Day 34 - A picture of your currently most played CD.
Day 35 - A picture of your favorite place to eat.
Day 36 - A picture of your ‘other half'.
Day 37 - A picture of the people you spend most of your time with.
Day 38 - A picture of the best part of your day.
Day 39 - A picture of your favorite movie.
Day 40 - A picture of your favorite Disney character.
Day 41 - A picture of your pet.
Day 42 - A picture of your dream house.
Day 43 - A picture of something you can’t function without.
Day 44 - A picture of someone you’re told you look like.
Day 45 - A picture of your room.
Day 46 - A picture of where you wish you were right now.
Day 47 - A picture of your favorite place to shop.
Day 48 - A picture of your favorite actress/actor.
Day 49 - A picture of where you live.
Day 50 - A picture of your most frequented place.
Day 51 - A picture of your dream car.
Day 52 - A picture of your favorite sport.
Day 53 - A picture of someone you think is hot.
Day 54 - A picture of the one thing you would bring if you were stranded on a deserted island.
Day 55 - A picture of the last movie you saw in theaters.
Day 56 - A picture of something that makes you happy.
Day 57 - A picture of your favorite holiday.
Day 58 - A picture of your favorite animal.
Day 59 - A picture of a random item that you own.
Day 60 - A picture of something you’re excited about
Day 61 - School class picture
Day 62 - Last place you traveled to
Day 63 - Sports awards
Day 64 - Favorite childhood book
Day 65 - A picture of you and your bestfriend
Day 66 - A picture in your room
Day 67 - Something Green
Day 68 - A magazine you like
Day 69 - Something Red
Day 70 - Something you borrowed from someone else
Day 71 - A picture of your favorite piece of jewelry
Day 72 - A stuffed animal
Day 73 - Your lunch
Day 74 - Something you found under your bed
Day 75 - You and a friend
Day 76 - Something that annoys you
Day 77 - The last thing that you bought
Day 78 - Your sunglasses
Day 79 - A ticket from somewhere you've been
Day 80 - Your favorite childhood movie
Day 81 - Something you baked
Day 82 - The most embarrssing thing in your closet
Day 83 - The moon tonite
Day 84 - Your favorite pair of shorts
Day 85 - Something Pink
Day 86 - Something your mom bought you
Day 87 - Something you hold dear to your heart
Day 88 - Your bathroom
Day 89 - What's in your fridge?
Day 90 - Your current school photo
Day 91 - Something that made you smile today
Day 92 - Something wierd in your house
Day 93 - The view from your bedroom window
Day 94 - What your doing right now
Day 95 - Something yellow
Day 96 - A place you went today
Day 97 - Something heart shaped
Day 98 - Your favorite nail polish color
Day 99 - Something that makes you feel accomplished
Day 100 - The final picture of yourself.






This is going to take forever. ;-;

100 Day Challenge? :D

I know for a fact that I won't be doing this consecutively,
because of the lack of computer at my daddy's. So bear with me,
and I'll catch up or post early. :)

Under each picture,
I'll post the list again,
and have each one I've done crossed out. :D

[This is really popular on Facebook,
but I don't want to copy everyone
on there. So I'm going to do it here. :)]

Here it ish:



Day 1- A picture of yourself with fifteen facts
Day 2 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day 3 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show
Day 4 - A picture of a habit you wish you didn't have
Day 5 - A picture of your favorite memory
Day 6 - A picture of something you'd like to do again
Day 7 - A picture of your most treasured item
Day 8 - A picture that makes you laugh
Day 9 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most fucked up things with
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate
Day 12 - A picture of something you love
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity
Day 19 - A picture of a phrase you live by
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change
Day 25 - A picture of your day
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member
Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile
Day 30- A picture of someone you miss
Day 31 - A picture of a tradition you have.
Day 32 - A picture of a crazy night.
Day 33 - A picture of the house you grew up in.
Day 34 - A picture of your currently most played CD.
Day 35 - A picture of your favorite place to eat.
Day 36 - A picture of your ‘other half'.
Day 37 - A picture of the people you spend most of your time with.
Day 38 - A picture of the best part of your day.
Day 39 - A picture of your favorite movie.
Day 40 - A picture of your favorite Disney character.
Day 41 - A picture of your pet.
Day 42 - A picture of your dream house.
Day 43 - A picture of something you can’t function without.
Day 44 - A picture of someone you’re told you look like.
Day 45 - A picture of your room.
Day 46 - A picture of where you wish you were right now.
Day 47 - A picture of your favorite place to shop.
Day 48 - A picture of your favorite actress/actor.
Day 49 - A picture of where you live.
Day 50 - A picture of your most frequented place.
Day 51 - A picture of your dream car.
Day 52 - A picture of your favorite sport.
Day 53 - A picture of someone you think is hot.
Day 54 - A picture of the one thing you would bring if you were stranded on a deserted island.
Day 55 - A picture of the last movie you saw in theaters.
Day 56 - A picture of something that makes you happy.
Day 57 - A picture of your favorite holiday.
Day 58 - A picture of your favorite animal.
Day 59 - A picture of a random item that you own.
Day 60 - A picture of something you’re excited about
Day 61 - School class picture
Day 62 - Last place you traveled to
Day 63 - Sports awards
Day 64 - Favorite childhood book
Day 65 - A picture of you and your bestfriend
Day 66 - A picture in your room
Day 67 - Something Green
Day 68 - A magazine you like
Day 69 - Something Red
Day 70 - Something you borrowed from someone else
Day 71 - A picture of your favorite piece of jewelry
Day 72 - A stuffed animal
Day 73 - Your lunch
Day 74 - Something you found under your bed
Day 75 - You and a friend
Day 76 - Something that annoys you
Day 77 - The last thing that you bought
Day 78 - Your sunglasses
Day 79 - A ticket from somewhere you've been
Day 80 - Your favorite childhood movie
Day 81 - Something you baked
Day 82 - The most embarrssing thing in your closet
Day 83 - The moon tonite
Day 84 - Your favorite pair of shorts
Day 85 - Something Pink
Day 86 - Something your mom bought you
Day 87 - Something you hold dear to your heart
Day 88 - Your bathroom
Day 89 - What's in your fridge?
Day 90 - Your current school photo
Day 91 - Something that made you smile today
Day 92 - Something wierd in your house
Day 93 - The view from your bedroom window
Day 94 - What your doing right now
Day 95 - Something yellow
Day 96 - A place you went today
Day 97 - Something heart shaped
Day 98 - Your favorite nail polish color
Day 99 - Something that makes you feel accomplished
Day 100 - The final picture of yourself.



Muah!~<3

Prequels, Sequels, Requels...

You know you're running out of movie ideas when movies come out after they were supposed to be stopped,
such as.....

Pirates of the Caribbean 4 (even though I don't mind that ;D)
Final Destination 5
Spy Kids 4
Resident Evil 5

etc. etc. etc.

You guys are drawing it out just a little bit too much :/

Still sick....

And getting worse :/
I woke up and I could barely talk, I had no voice.

So I'm stuck at home with a sick dog as well.
I missed going to the movie for Senior Social :/
But Lagergren has extra copies of it so I'll have to get one tomorrow.




I really REALLY hate being sick.

Professional swimmer bodies are hot.

Just saying.


:)

Oh so sickly meeeee;

Urrrghhh.
My nose is all stuffy, I can't stand it :/
You know when you start to get sick and your nose is like "MUAHAHAH, I'M GONNA MAKE YOUR LIFE MISERABLE. I'M GOING TO RUN, BUT WHEN YOU TRY TO BLOW ME (hehe), I'M GOING TO MAKE SURE NOTHING IS THERE, SO IT'S GONNA PISS. YOU. OFF."
Yeah.
That's what my nose is doing to me. Yuck.

Sorry about that disgustingly gross mental picture.
Thought I'd share ;P

But that's how I feel right now.



I'm kind of stuck in the library right now at school.
Bored out of my mind.
So I'm just going to ramble and mumble about unneccessary things :D
Hope you don't mind :)

I really should be working on some fifty thousand essays for Senior Social.
(Just kidding. I only exaggerated... a little.... :])
But seriously. We have to write two essays on one book,
another essay one two movies,
another essay for another book,
maybe an essay for another movie (but I'm going to do the study guide for it instead :D I'm better at answering questions than I am at writing essays.)
and then I have to write a final on co-existence.
And also, do this huge Holocaust project (that's what this quarter is about: Holocaust/racism/etc.).
All for one little tiny class.
That I need to do absolutely perfect on so my semester average is around a B. (I got a D for 3rd quarter XD.)
So yeah. Yumm?
At least I have my outside books done. And then I read this other packet for extra credit.
And guess what?!
I get to write an essay for that too!! :)



Joyful life of an average high schooler.
:/



On further note.
I.HAVE.ANOTHER.FOLLOWER. :DDD
I get so happy and excited, and it hasn't even been one week ^_^
Thank you thank you thank you :D
Also... I should mention, if you have any questions about... say who this certain person is or what the hell that thing is, don't hesitate to ask ;D




I painted my nails this weekend :DD
I figured it was about time. I mean, I had some flowers still on my nails since my trip to EP (it's a city in MN.) and that was way back on March 2...7th? Or 28th.
But yeah, if I remember, I'll take some piccys and post them.
They're black and white. It's split diagonally on my nail (: Sort of like yin yang, but without the two dots on each side. (If that gives you a better picture.)



I think my little friend Corey is either getting very desperate orrrrrr maybe he really does like me o.o
I'm not sure.
He said "love you" last night before I logged off to go to bed.
It was really cute hahaha.
Maybe I'm just a sucker. I don't know.
It's almost the same path that Aaron did.
Except Corey hasn't been perverted in the slightest, which is really nice.
Because that's all it was about with Aaron. (We never did anything, just to make that clear.)
So that just makes me all the more determined to meet this child.
Maybe he won't really like me.
Or maybe, he'll really extremely like me and maybe I'll like him more. (No, I'm not saying I judge looks, or that's all I focus on. But you must admit. You need SOME physical attraction of some sort.)





Aaaaaand.
I forgot.
I think I had one other thing to say. o.o
Iiiiiii doooooon'tttttt reeeeemmmmemmmmmberrrrrrr O:
Well that's too bad.
Shoottt.



Sorry.
If I remember, I'll post it up :D
But I'm gonna go read some more.
Because I have that much of a life. :) (Not bashing reading or anything.)

Soooooooooooo.

*I'm not good with goodbyes o.o*




Buhbye :D

Corey?

We talked last night.
We've been talking more often lately, so it makes me happy. :)
And I asked him if he wanted to go to Scream 4 with me, my friend Maranda, and her "date" Josh.
And he kind of acted a little weird for a few minutes.
But then he went back to his normal self.

I am freaking determined to meet this kid. You have NO idea.
Gaaahhh.


It stormed last night :3
I LOVE storms.



Also, I've been listening to more You Me At Six music. Just went and downloaded a whole bunch of their songs last night haaa.

I read through my blogs, and noticed I keep using the wrong "they're/their." It kind of bugs me ;P
But I am way too beyond lazy to do anything about it right now. Muahahah.





And last but not least,
shout out to my very first follower. :D
It makes me feel special now that someone might actually be reading my silly mumblings. :)

It really makes me laugh when...

I see things like this all over Facebook/Myspace::

"I Know What Your Thinking.
Your Thinking, "Isn't That The Girl With The Multi-coloured Hair I Saw At The Moshpit/Skatepark/Rave/Concert/Ballet Recital/Playing Guitar On The Street?"
Your Probably Right.
I'm Aged Thirteen, My Birthday's On August The Twenty-Second, 1997, Don't EVER Get It Wrong.
.....
I Don't Drink/Smoke/Get Drugged Up, Because That's Bad (:
.....
I Love Girls With Blue Hair, I Think It's Uber Hot.
...
I'm Bisexual (I Like Boys And Girls) And Proud (: "



All on the same profile. LOL.
Sorry, but hunny....
Go back to playing with Barbie's.
I really can't stand when little girls thinks it "epic" to say that they like girls and are all threatening.
BTW: the third from the top. I could have a field day with that LOL.


I'm sorry if I offend you if you're one of these little girls, but seriously.
A) You shouldn't be swearing all over the place.
B) You're 13. You've barely hit puberty, you shouldn't be considering that girls are hot.
c) Ummm, OBVIOUSLY you shouldn't be doing drugs.
D) You've prolly only been to one, maybe two shows.



LOL.
Ahhh, this is just really funny. Not going to lie. :P







ANYWAYS.
I also find it hilarious when people say their done with you, and then complain to other people about why you're not talking to them. ERRR, HELLO!? EARTH TO _______.
So yes, I had a great time the other day when I heard about this. ;D


Hmmm, just in.
I tend to like being friends with my exes. At least, some of them.
Do NOT tell me "oh, they're an ex for a reason!"
SHUT.UP.AND.GO.AWAY.






35 school days until I'm officially done with high school. <3

I just..

want to be alone with my books.
It doesn't seem anybody is able to fill this stupid massive hole. It feels like something is missing.

People look so fake to me these days.
Is there anybody left that's real?

Who the hell am I kidding?




I just really need to get away. That's all.
UGHHHHHHH.






My life is a mess.
Ohyes.


People just really really piss me off.
Ach, ich weiss nicht.


And the worst part is it's all my fault.




Also, I know there are people out there who are so much worse off than I am. But I can't help feeling like I'm worthless.

I don't want to point fingers, but it's been like this since Aaron.
I mean, I was everything for that kid. And when he blew me off, just so easily, I felt like I wasn't good enough anymore. Not just for him, but for everyone, myself.

If I could tell him anything, it would be a big fuck you.

But hey, maybe that was all my fault too.
I'm not blind. I knew how/what he was the whole time, and I still let myself believe him. He wasn't going to change for me. Hell, he still hasn't changed for her.
Ungrateful little bitch.



I'll tell you the full story one day when I'm feeling up to it.


I don't believe I've ever been this excited to get to college.
Fresh start.

Next person that...

Lies
to
me,

I'm
knocking
your
teeth
so far
down
your
throat,


that
you're
going
to
need
to
shove
a
toothbrush
up
your
ass
in
order
to
clean
them.

PISSED.

What a fucking dick move.
Asshole.



Oh you have no idea how much I don't like you right now.




How do you get off acting just like HE did.
I can't stand boys. Absolutely not.


So, you're all out meeting me and being considered possibly being my boyfriend,
and then you go and get a new girlfriend!? Well shitfuck.
Fooled me, that's for sure.



Boys like you make me want to soak you in meat juice, cover your balls with Beggin strips and sic all the dogs in the world on you.

Only...

A few more fucking months until I never have to see your goddamn stupid ugly ass face anymore.

Prove;

to me that all of you are not just a part of my imagination.

Paranoia.

I am so beyond paranoid that I'm sick.
I can't understand why I'm feeling this way.

I want to talk to Corey.
But he's not messaging me back.
He doesn't respond to my IMs.

But our last conversation ended with him saying he was going for supper and that he missed me already.
I think that was last night.
Maybe it was the night before.
I don't remember...

Why does he affect me like this?

I don't like LIKE him.
I'm still trying to get over the fact that he likes me and he's my ex's cousin.

Although, I COULD see myself liking him.
But I want to meet him first.
That's why I've been trying to talk to him.
I want to meet.
I don't want me falling into a relationship filled with sweet talking or flirting.


I'm scared.

Please don't be mad.

I didn't mean to laugh...
But when your new girlfriend smiled and only had one tooth.....


I mean, come on, that shit was funny.



;)

Updates;

Sorry, we lost internet for the week and I was too lazy to post anything from school.

SO. Here are some updates:

-I have to apply for school housing, because I guess my personality doesn't fit with Katie and Heidi. What a funny reason. Apparently, I'm too hyper? Hmmmm, reality check, I have calmed down a whole hell of a lot compared to the last few years.

-I mentioned how I was upset that now I couldn't have visitors one morning, and Katie said I could bring them to their apartment some time. Then, later that day, she "revoked" my invitation, because I "glared at her and ignored her" when she asked me a math question. She flipped out at Julia, saying she was done with me.
Funny, because the next day, she was trying to act buddy-buddy with me. I laughed internally, and actually ignored her. And then the next day, she tried again. I laughed again. ;D And now, it's been a few days since we've talked.
Not that I care. Harrison agrees, he called her a whiny b!tch. Amen.

-Mom is getting a bit weird now that I'm living in a dorm. She's making these lists of what she has to get me. "Oh, we have to get you a mini-fridge! We have to get you a microwave! We have to get you new bedding!" etc etc. And apparently, when she can't fall asleep at night, she thinks about what else she needs to get me.

-I don't understand why boys get so pissed off when they tell me they like me, and expect me to like them back. Especially when it's just random. Say, for instance, you haven't talked to the boy for MONTHS, and then the next time "OH.... I really like you, I wanted you to know that." Like... What am I supposed to say? "Oh yes, I really really like you too!!" Ummm. No. It doesn't really work that way....
Best part is... When you tell them you don't have the same feelings, they ignore you. I don't get it.



I suppose that's the big things from the past week. I'll try and update more.


*Thoughts go out to the Japanese.*

I Forgive You.

I gave him a note that I had written during that... rocky... situation.
I can't say if he's read it or not. I was a chicken and left it by his head while he was sleeping and then quickly disappeared from Julia's.
Disappeared as in high tailed my ass out of her house. Lol
Anyways, I might post a copy of it on here or not.
But yeah, Dana nor Julia has said anything about it, so either he just threw it away, their waiting for me to mention it, or he read it when he was alone and didn't tell Dana. Which would be a damn shock, considering he tells her everything.

I really really hate little boys. Immature little boys.

Anyway, rumors have it that BrokeNCYDE is going to Warped this year. If they do...... I'll pee myself. I want to see them soooooo bad ><

And I'm really excited to see Every Avenue there as well. I found zee perfect song that they sing.

Maybe some day;;

it will get better.



....


But what happens if it doesn't?

Sadies;;

Was absolute SH!T.
Music sucked.
Company sucked.
No date.
Feet hurt.
PATHETIC.
I hated it, with a passion.

And I have no pictures, so blah. Deal.
Not a good night, nope.


He was in my damn bubble.

Apples.

I hate eating apples with lipgloss on. Yuck.

Soooooo....

I lost my date for Sadie's :/
His daddy had foot surgery yesterday and TyTy has to stay near him for at least a week.
Gah.

I get to see Beastly with Ryydear, Julia, and Aaron though. :) I did four hours worth of nasty dishes in order to go, and I get $30 for it too.
So, I'mma buy my Sadie's ticket, a new outlet charger for my iPod, and save the rest for the movie. I'm super excited.

BUT, I'm kinda....... indescribable?
I was telling Austin about TyTy, and Monkey comes up and says "Oh, I'll go with you." and I was like "Oh, don't you have a girlfriend??" and he's like "No... We broke up." And then, I was like "Oh... When?" and he's like "I dunnoo."
But yeah, then he was telling Julia that he was serious about going to the dance and all. Ish so weird. I don't know. I kinda don't want to go to school tomorrow, shhhhh. ;/
Hmm.

Dad's.

Going off to Dad's for the weekend.
Gonna make some homemade soup with gma tomorrow, then go shopping and hopefully start collecting some notebooks, pens, pencils, etc. for college? :)

Hoping I DON'T run into Julia (one of my best friends)'s boyfriend at Menards, who works there. :S How awkward.

Muah. <3

Ride real slow, make your speakers speakers blow.

Brokencyde is pretty much my life right now.
I used to like them a while ago, and then I bounced to Disturbed.
But I've rebounded back and I think they're getting better than ever.

IDGAF what people think about them. Who cares if they're "The Most Hated Band In America." Keep your opinions to yourself.
They're beast.


BC13 will never die. <3

Well,

It's been a few days.
Not much has really changed, unfortunately.

I did, however, manage to get a Valentine three hours before the day was up. :)
It's my friend Ryy. He's a darling ^___^
I wished him Happy Valentine's and he said the same, and we talked.
I found out that he didn't get a Valentine for the day, so I asked him, "Will you be my Valentine for the last three hours? ;P" and he responded "YEAH BABY MINE." He makes me laugh ^_^ He's a sweetheart, no doubt about it.

I still have a whole bunch of essays to write, but I can't stand them.
I have 2 things to do for Science Fiction, plus an outside reading assignment project that's due later on;
a couple of essays for a commodity project for Senior Social;
and an essay due for 20th Century American Music.
It's going to take forever.

On the brightside, I found a new absolutely favorite song. Actually, two.
I'll post the videos in a little bit. :)







I<3BC13

Valentine's Day.

Just another day of the year to make those of us who are single feel like shit. Thank you effing Hallmark.

On the bright side, I got a sucker and one of those little heart stickers from the lunch lady.
I don't think she realizes that she just made my whole day.
I put the sticker on my necklace, so I won't lose it throughout the day.

Thank you. :)

Trust.

It's funny how each day, I'm given more reasons not to trust a single person.
One of these days, I'm just going to stop talking.

Who will miss my voice?
Will anyone?

143;

Days until I'm 18 and can leave.
I just hope that day doesn't fail me.
It's going to be the best day ever.

...

And because I said that,
everything is going to go wrong.





Lol, I just had to.

I want someone to understand.

I don't feel like myself.
I feel alone. Lost. Scared. Depressed. Tired. Alone.
I feel like I can't get better because I don't deserve better. Not because there isn't anyone better, just that I don't deserve it.
I'm afraid for myself, and no one will see until it's too late.
I hate this stage that I'm in. I'm either happy or depressed. I come in and out of it. It's driving me crazy. I can't live going back and forth.
I wish somebody would ask me what's wrong. But then, I'd only say, 'Nothing, just... My head, it really hurts.' And that doesn't even make any sense.
I want to change everything.
I want to change my skin.
I want to change my face.
I want to change my eye color.
I want to change my hair color and style.
I want to change my body.
I want to change my clothing style.
I want to change my DNA.
But most importantly, I want to change my name.
I sometimes want to fake my death, and take on a new life.
Somewhere far, where no one knows my name.
No one knows my face.
No one knows me.
You can't possibly understand how it is for me. I am afraid to be alone in this house when I feel the way I do. I'm afraid of myself and I'm afraid of help. I don't have demons inside me, I'm just hurting over sh!t I can't get over or forget about.
I'm a sick girl.
Have you ever sat down, trying to be invisible? Sometimes, I feel like just ripping myself apart and putting myself back together.
I don't know if it's my mind I can't control, or if it's my body I can't fix, or if it's just my emotions I can't stop, or if it's just me.
Most days, I feel like crawling under my blankets and going to sleep for a very long time.
Or just laying there, not eating for days upon days.



I'm not depressed.
I just don't feel right.


Back to stabbing my mac-and-cheese noodles.
Mac-and-cheese is gross.